...silence of the past...

...sometHimes.

2010-03-31T01:23:00.003+08:00

Sometimes its hard to understand wats going on in the world. really, it is sometimes.

Here i am, surfing online when i see a facebook group. i wont say the name or anything, but bascially its like these several groups (or individuals) fighting it out on facebook about Christianity. you can see all the hate and everything just spilling out everywhere. like, everywhere..

I've to admit, this is all a shock to me. seriously..

I've been living too much of a sheltered life. for me to realise that stuff like this can exist to this point really shows how ignorant i can get at times. and we college kids can get REAL cocky and arrogant at times, what with all our so-called knowledge and up-to-the-date facts and news. we dont see the underlying issues, the real problems, the shifting currents beneath the surface of it all.

It's about time we stop being so blur about what's going on in our lives. and not just about this issue, but about others.

I'm gonna go.... and maybe sit in a corner for awhile. need to de-overdose myself for now.. :(

...stinging fresh onions.

2010-03-17T01:29:00.003+08:00

Yes, fresh onions sting. the eyes, A LOT. when its been cut. and thats annoying. but this time, i wont complain, since im cooking dinner tonight. though WHY my mum would want fried onion eggs is beyond me. THATS my worse dish, after the last time i managed to undercook the onions and then scrambled the eggs into 'ham choi'. NEWAYS, i think i did pretty well. no one complained but just ate. and my brother happily finished the taufu! i say its cos of the fried garlic and olive oil.

SUCCESS!!

though im reminded why i HATE raw stuff like meat and veggie like potatoes. and onions.

The past week has been... eventful, i guess. theres the SPM results. i got 12As!!! yea, it was sort of unexpected. cos i took english literature, which if you ask me now, i have NO IDEA why i took it. i didnt have any notes, bahan-bahan or tuition for it EXCEPT for Hui, my lifesaver to study it. and i actually got an A for that! A-, to be exact. bible knowledge, didnt get as good as i hoped, only a normal A. :-( the funny things is.. my B+ was for BM.. *mock horror and shock*why BM why? but whats done has been done. i got my B+ but thats okie. though i must really say THANK YOU GOD so much for pulling me through the exams without any major breakdowns (i had a mini one) and with flying colours too! really, its a MIRACLE!

Then theres the kids' carnival. it was fun. yea, i guess. nice and sweet. BUT tiring. and starving. and i lost RM10 buying the coupon booklet and NOT USING it! so silly right.

Psychology assessment today! really, its been the funniest one i've had so far.. it didnt feel like an assessment at all. besides the part that we cant copy off each other, no cheating and Mr Loo not telling us the answer, we were talking, whining, worrying, scolding Mr Loo for making such a hard paper, giving up, sleeping... well you get the point.

I dunno, i feel as though my days are getting weirder each week.. i wonder whats going on??

i think im lovesick..

what am i gonna do?

its an unstoppable feeling

but it feels terrible

as though someone's hitting your heart..

..HARD

...my adventuresome day.

2010-03-05T19:05:00.005+08:00

Yea, this was something pretty funny, amusing, annoying, irksome and stupid which happened the other day. which would be Thursday.

So Wen Lian, Wei Ling and i were going home from College after Moral Studies. We just finished our moral sketch which is seriously funny, stupid and humiliating. but funny all the same. So we were walking towards KL Sentral, and you know that theres a main road which you have to cross. So we waited for the green pedestrian light. and when it did light up, all the expensive cars, trucks, bus, you name it were happily blocking our way. so as the OBVIOUSLY weaker group ie soft flesh and bones, we had to wait for them to clear off before we could cross the street.

By the time we got halfway, the green light turned red, we were crossing the second road. so, as humans and pedestrians, we should have the right of way to reach the other side safely, rite? WRONG! there was one seriously stupid motorcycle and car just drove. straight TOWARDS us. they were only a few metres form us and they just accelerated like that. How sure were they that we would cross the road in time that they wouldnt hit us? wat if we sudden;y stopped in the middle of the road. wat do they plan to do, drive off? thats Brickfields to you.

Then later, when Wen and i took the Kelana line, we ended waiting. in the LRT. for a LONG time. turns out one of the trains had some technical difficulties, so it disrupted the entire flow. Wen's friend, Sasha was in the faulty train, which was the one before us. Wen so happened called her. the we found out that our train was moving.. towards her stationary one! they were still in the station, and ours was minutes from hers! we could have crashed, but in the end, her train managed to pull out.

But it was funny to see Wen screaming into her phone, "Sasha, our train is coming towards yours! im telling you now, GET OUT OF THE TRAIN!! GET OUT, GET OUT!" we received

quite a number of stares..

Eventually, we met Sasha cos her train had to be evacuated. we somehow squashed into the tiny train with all the others. Everything was bothersome. It was hot, jam-packed and not nice at all. but it was still fun, strangely. we managed to get seats, which was a good thing esp since we dont know how long the train would be like that. It kept stopping at the stations for LONG periods of time, the longest being 30 MINS. i got a lot of angry calls from my parents.

TOTAL AMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LRT TRAIN: one and a half hours..

then later, i had to go to 7 Eleven to wait for my transport. but it was so hot that i went in too buy some water. when i went to pay for it, i had some trouble. i was holding a big, plastic flower that i needed for morel. then the cashier said to me-

CASHIER: eh, awakkan yang datang hari itu?

well, the reason she recognises me is only because i had brought the flower on Monday when i thought i was going o use it, which didnt.

ME: uh, ya.

CASHIER'S FREN: bunga ini betul ke?

ME: taklah, saya perlukan untuk persembahan dalam kolej.

CASHIER AND FREN: ohhhhhhh....

Then immediately after that, a woman next to me asked in chinese, "why did you need the flower for?" naturally, as a banana, wat do i say? since i understood her but didnt know how to reply, i answered back in english. then, she was like,"oh you dont know chinese, you are english educated?" being polite, i answered her questions. the WORST part was when she asked me, "ARE YOU CHINESE?" i dunno wat look i had on my face but i went, "no...."

Then later, while i was waiting, again, a butterfly came up to me. it was flying over my face, THEN it landed on the flower. and stayed there. it looked like it was gonna die soon, with its wings torn up and all. a young woman suddenly cam up to me and said, "hey you got a butterfly on your flower." and why, i had to answer back, "and the funny thing is that the flower isnt real." why.. it flew away though. and she said, "i think it knows now." and she was smoking. and the smoke was coming up to my face.

Later, my mum managed to pick me up. but the time i got home, it was nearly eight. EIGHT!!

So wat was meant to be a 20-minute train ride home became a one and a half hours long session of sweat and frustration. but it was fun, still. adventuresome..

...house flooding.

2010-02-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

Yea, funny thing happened today. the back of my house got flooded.. with washing machine water. someone forgot to put the pipe connecting the machine to the drain, so the water spilled EVERYWHERE!! and know cos i was supposed to hang the clothes later (but i didnt caused the accident!) plus my dad saw it.

Its been getting boring around here. saturday nites always are. too bad, huh? pity..

...OB Nite. done.

2010-02-26T16:11:00.004+08:00

It was fun. not bad. interesting. great. and any superlatives that i can or may of, sooner or later.

We didnt win. hmm, too bad. but it was great fun. and MANY people actually liked the dance. someone cried. i feel happy. umm, not cos someone cried, but the fact that our dance could touch someone like that.

It was fun. not bad. interesting. great. and any superlatives that i can or may of, sooner or later.

...OB Nite.

2010-02-25T12:37:00.001+08:00

Its gonna be soon. gotta get ready. have fun. and do watever.

SEE YOU THERE!!

...randoms.

2010-02-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

I like my day i hate my day im loving life i despise some things in my life i cant wait for tomorrow im so sick and tired for the coming day im gonna have so much fun its gonna be such an annoyance i hate msn i hate waiting so lousy lousyheads i dont wanna sleep yet i dont think i can face tomorrow its a new day a new beginning oh shut up..

...me am boring.

2010-02-21T12:24:00.003+08:00

Yes, i am boring.. NOT BORED. but boring..

boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring boring

little boring thing.

...missing Ipoh.

2010-02-21T11:43:00.003+08:00

Im feeling homesick.

Which is strange, cos im a local. in other words, from here. PJ. born here, in Kuala Lumpur. never lived anywhere else, except when my family lived in Philippines for 8 months once. so by rite, i shouldnt feel homesick to any other places besides PJ, correct??

Actually, wrong. i MISS Ipoh. and thats only where, my grandparents stil live, where my parents originated from (duh!) before they decided to move to KL BEFORE i was born, where all (or at least most) of my relatives come from or still live there, where i only have ONE friend there that ISNT RELATED to me..

I cant help it. its as though u just feel that way from no apparent reason.

i miss you, ipoh..

...book release!!

2010-02-17T00:34:00.005+08:00

HhhEEEEeeee...

Sorry, the excitement was really exaggerated. im just trying to show as much excitement as anyone would if one of their written works gets published. yup, i got something of mine published!!!

*mock excitement* *glee*

*SKIP SKIP SKIP*

*pause*

*drag dirt*

*look bored*

Wow, that was so fake of me.. to tell you the truth, its just a SIMPLE little short story on "Being Malaysian" by MPH, cos you know all those writing competitions and stuff like that. it was supposed to be published, like, a LOOOONG time ago. but now, after ALL the delays and wat-nots, its been published.

AND im not in the very least excited.

i can fake it though.

HhhEEEEeeee...

There.. im done. happy??

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKRAM!

2010-02-12T02:45:00.003+08:00

Well actually, its belated since its 2 hours past you birthday. but like, who cares?? its the thought, isnt it??

So yea, hope you enjoyed you birthday with us AUSMAT people. crazy and fun, boring and dull, smart and blur, and everything-in-between people.

And all the best in your campaigning for Student Council!!

...OUCH.

2010-02-12T01:22:00.006+08:00

I DONT WANNA MOVE. AT ALL.

it HURTS... a lot.

Sue-Ann, Rachel and i went for the auditions today. we did a dance to Christina Aguilera's "Beautiful". We were SOOOOO worried that it wont come out rite cos we took only 3 DAYS to practice it. yes, blame it on us procrastinating on deciding whether or not to take part in the OB Nite talent competition. and we managed to get in at the very last minute!

When we tried to rehearse during our break, it was a DISASTER!! we were so un-synchronised.. and TERRIBLE. everyone was going "haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.................." yea you get wat i mean. even when we asked for Ming Hui's opinion, he was like, "umm, if you guys practice more, then maybe it would be nicer..." well, we couldnt help it since we didnt have the time factor.

Somehow, we managed to pull through together for the auditions. some may say cos of the pressure to do well in front of others (where did all the people COME FROM?? its JUST an audition!! dont look at us!!). but i would say that its God. We REALLY prayed hard, we were so worried..

By everyone's reaction, im guessing we did okie. but the best part was Rachel's flip over. SO AMAZING!! AWESOME scene stealer... i bet that really WOWED the judges..

I hope we get in. i REALLY, REALLY hope that we can get in....

Ouch.

My muscles still hurt, especially my shoulder. Wanna know why?? lets go back to the VERY BEGINNING of my shoulder injury history (HINT: very 'chiong hei' here. if you have an attention span of less than half a minute skip on..)

First, i ran into a guy BY ACCIDENT (i dont have time to go around knocking down guys kay) during sports practice (i believe that sports has ALWAYS been the main reason why i always get injured. especially my legs. but thats ANOTHER Story). we were both sprinting in the opposite directions (part of our training, dont ask) and we didnt estimate our distances from each other properly. before we knew it, we were flying in the air and hitting the ground. *cue sound:THUD* i got hit on the right shoulder, he got hit on his head. For weeks it was PAINFUL, but strangely, no bruising.

Okie, then now. on our way to camp on the bus, i was talking to Wen Lian. I was sort of sitting sideways then. The guy in front of me was with his frens laughing at who-knows-wat and rocking his chair like CRAZY (i guess you could say the chair was at fault too, it was shaky). he rocked so hard that the chair hit in on the SAME shoulder!! sakit.. and i had to still practice the dance cos then we hadnt even STARTED yet!

NOTE: i didnt say both the guys' names cos they go to the same college as me and i DO still see them. so their identity is now STRICTLY CONFDENTIAL unless you already knew then shut up bout it.

So im gonna rest EVERY part of my body until Chinese New year is over. I cant take anymore risks with all my injuries and what-nots. even if it means not being able to go to my relatives to get ANGPAU.. then well...................

What were you looking at today?? You were looking, you were seeing, you were JUDGING. I bet you never believed what you saw, the very images that were before your eyes. And you just walked out on it. As though you never'd saw it. Well, guess what?? NO ONE expected you to believe it. I dont expect you to. You may try to avoid the truth, hide it all away in the deepest recesses of your mind, but IT'S STILL THERE. It'll always be there. I can tell you one thing. Just ONE THING that you need to know from me. YOU JUST CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH!

...leave me alone.

2010-02-08T23:04:00.005+08:00

i've sort of decided.

IM GONNA HATE YOU FROM NOW ON

HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU

HATE YOU HATE YOU

im just so annoyed, so frustrated, so ANGRY at you... i just wanna SCREAM!!!!

i dont think theres anything that you can do to make me any better. Nothing. NA.. theng. No. Zero. Blank. SHUT UP.

thats okie though. i sorta feel better now. thanks to Ho Yong. THANKS for making me feel better. im gald you were online that day. who knows what i might have done or said if i didnt talk to you. Now im making you sound like some lifeline that people call to get help before they do something crazily STUPID.. HAHA sorry. but thanks for just being there.

im going to sleep. apparently, anger has an effect of not only impairing you mind concentration but also makes you tired. REALLY tired.

dis..in....te...grat.ing

2010-01-28T00:08:00.005+08:00

i feel like im slowly disintegrating. VERY SLOWLY.. with all the assessments, and homework, and the crazy timetable, and the assessments, and the walking around the entire college like nobody's business just to find the right classroom, and the assessments, and the sleepless-ness, and the assessments, the overpriced food and lousy banana cakes, the assessments..CLEARLY you can see whats really stressing me.

i really need to sleep... SLEEP. already my homework is piling up and i feel as though i havent any time to do anything. for very important things in life, like SLEEP. i think my brain is going into hypermode now, which can mean anything. hyper hyper, hyper frustrated, hyper ageing,hyper blur, hyper SHUTDOWN..

I WANNA SLEEP!!!!

help me, im drowning in my English assessment... i HATE you, assessment. too bad not enough to not care since you make up 50% of my final marks. count yourself lucky assessment, that i dont start bashing you over the head.

BACK TO WORK PEOPLE.

To capture your attention, is like trying to catch a butterfly. With a broken fish net, a hole as big as the one now in my heart. Why do i feel so sad and downhearted?? I shouldnt, i know i shouldnt. I dont own you. Yet you have captured my heart and kept it tightly sealed. In a little jar, lost and forgotten. RELEASE IT!!! Free me of this wretched pain. Let me be free! Free to not be entangled in you. You are wicked to leave me like this. You are.

Yet, you do not know this. You dont know the pain that you are inflicting on me. How can i ever get you to let me go if you do not know that you have entrapped me??

...college life.

2010-01-21T23:43:00.005+08:00

Finally, after who-knows-how-long, i've finally to update my blog. The only problem is, it wasnt really that long a time, and it was partly since i was lazy.

Since this is the new year, i've decided to change my blog a little. Okie, maybe a little more. First is definitely my posts. Typing dots and one-liner sentences is Annoying. Plus its hard to read. And type. And decipher. And type. And to look at. And.. never mind, you get the idea.

I wish i could change my blog skin. I've done it numerous times, all ending in unsatisfactory(!) results. Its one of the many things that i cant do since im SO computer noob (note that this is a hint of my pathetic plea to ANYONE to help me.. please.).

Really, somethimes, i wish that they would make electronic gadgets with a label "Charissa-friendly". SERIOUSLY. I cant even work out handphones. Ask everyone whom i've borrowed their phones from. Ask Hui Ee. They ALL know this.

Resolutions are boring. Its so very true. I've tried many times to make and keep one, but really by the end of the week (most of the time, day) its been broken. So, i've decide to make ONE resolution. And that is to NOT make any resolutions this year. So simple, yet an astounding breakthrough. Even better than "i'll sleep early this time", OR "i'll lose weight" OR "i'll stop being so weird". See what i mean?? I already feel so happy about it. SO SO happy about it. Which i think, is pretty pathetic. Agree with me, people.

I think i should change this blog's HTML. it sounds so.. strange, dont you think?? I mean, really. "make-me-care". That was seriously on a whim. It probably sounded funny then, but it totally makes no sense now. AT ALL. So, I should change it. But not now. Cos if i do, then NO ONE would be able to find it. But FIRST, i should learn how to change my blog's HTML. Then only can i do it. Wish me luck on finding a way to do it.

You know, i havent even started on talking about college. Thats because i probably wont. Yet. I dunno. Its been fun, exciting, hilariously funny (ask me why personally) and.. boring. no, really. Its as though i've worn out from it. You know, you get that feeling that you've been doing this for a million billion years when its only been three weeks!!

Never mind, i'll talk about college some other time. Till then.

Why are you ignoring me?? Did i do something wrong? What did i do? Maybe you dont like me, maybe im 'wrong'. You know, the wrong kind. Imperfect. Abnormal. Weird. Not your type. Yet you look at me when you think im not watching. You stole glances at me. I SAW them. You didnt know that. you'll never know that. But, do you??

...its official...

2009-12-31T13:33:00.005+08:00

...yup, i've finally made up my mind...

...im going to MCKL...

...to do AUSMAT...

...took me a long time just to come to that decision...

...i followed my parents to MCKL to pay for my fees...

...and guess who i saw...

...my really old fren from primary school, Amanda!!

...kinda a shocker, she wasnt the only one...

...that i know OUTSIDE of school thats going there too...

...but never mind bout that...

...initially i KNEW what i wanted to do...

...A-Levels doing Maths, Econs, Psychology and Business studies...

...why Business studies??

...everything else clashed with my other subjects...

...and then my dad started asking if i wanted to choose between Bio and Business studies...

...then begin a two-hour long 'counselling' session on what i really want...

...knowing me, the all-no-decision and everything...

...i think i looked very blanked out for most of the time...

...finally, i decided with AUSMAT...

...since im likely to go to Australia or NZ next time...

...so might as well...

...though i 'll definitely have less friends there than to A-Levels...

...i have astigmatism...

...in my left eye...

...yea, its something i just found out...

...since i needed new contacts...

...we went to the optician...

...and my dad said...

..."since we're here, why dont we get your eyes checked??"...

...which was something im not looking forward to...

...(turns out, my last check was TWO YEARS AGO!!)...

...and thats how i found out...

...plus my power increased, again...

...though my dad's checkup was pretty funny...

...but it would be too long and boring to write it down...

...anyways...

...since its new year''s eve...

...the turning point of a new beginning...

...farewell to the old...

...beginning and welcome of the new...

...its about time i start taking life seriously...

...grow up...

...and say...

2009-10-31T22:09:00.004+08:00

...well, unfortunately...

...i havent been very good...

...i promised myself, nay, banned...

...that i wouldnt play with the cmoputer...

...until SPM or 8 December...

...is over...

...and yet, look what im doing...

...BLOGGING!!!

...amazing of me...

...well, im gonna have to strangthen my reslove next time...

...well, NEXT time...

...funny day it has been...

...this morning, i LOST my wardrobe...

...NOOOO, where am i gonna put all my clothes and stuff??

...well, actually the wardrobe (and my brother's) went over to the new house...

...so im living as what my dad says...

...living in a suitcase...

...weird...

...and i get TWO wardrobes cos Daniel's getting a new one...

....as much as i want a NEW one...

...im getting a NEW bed...

...cos my own is 19 years old!!

...(inheritance form my parents 0.o)...

...yea, i get to choose my own bed!!

...then in the afternoon...

...my parents left me stranded in my Chemistry tuition class...

...i was waiting for them at 4.30pm...

...talking to the kaka there...

...seeing all the other lucky children go home...

...then at 5pm, my tuition teacher sticks her head outside her home and says...

..."Charissa, your mum just sms-ed me...

...she's gonna be here in 10 minutes time"...

...really...

...then when they do arrive 15 minutes later...

...my dad said...

..."Charissa, we are going to buy you a new handphone...

...so that when we are late, then we can tell you"...

...i went, "oooo..kie"...

...i must have sounded skeptical or uninterested or doubtful or something, cos he then continued...

..."yea, one with a camera.. AFTER your spm"...

...then he rattled off some numbers or something, like he's already decided.......

...i guess we'll only be able to understand them ONCE we become one too...

...parents these days are so weird...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!

2009-10-19T14:17:00.003+08:00

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMi!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY loveMUM!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

...youHAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!

can you spot my special message for you??

...funny adults...

2009-10-19T13:44:00.003+08:00

...yesterday...

...i went to a birthday party...

...for an uncle...

...a friend of my parents...

....what did we do??

...we hired a bus (with karaoke!) that belongs...

...to my uncle's brother...

...and drove all the way to who-knows-where...

...for dinner...

...and while we waited in the bus...

...we sang...

...KARAOKE!!!

...what a funny sight...
...to see...

...sadly no pictures...

...aww...

...where do i go from here??

2009-10-08T23:20:00.003+08:00

...where, where do i go...
... from this place??
...theres so many choices...
...around me...
...and yet...

...i've been thinking...

...where should i go...

...after F5...

...theres not really much time to think about where to go...

...2 months at most...

...i cant seem to make up my mind...

...so far, i've got 2 DEFINITE choices...

...one is MCKL...

...another is HELP...

...problem: which should i choose??

...its SO HARD to decide...

...i dont know what to do...

...i could list out the pros and cons...

...but its quite a list...

GOING TO MCKL

PROS-

1) i can get a 100% scholarship if i get more than 10As (A1 or A+, not sure though)

2) they have, in a way, a more extensive list of subjects to choose from, JUST IN CASE i choose to do something else

3) many of my friends will be there

4) theres a specialised department thats there to help you work towards the places that you want to go (provided you REALLY work hard)

CONS-

1) its far away, at Brickfields (im not driving yet, so THATS a problem)

2) i wanna study psychology, but MCKL just only started that course this year.. is it as good as HELP??

3) i heard the ragging's bad.. but its part of the fun, and pretty much every institute has it, so this isnt really a con at all

HELP

PROS-

1) i wanna study psychology, simply said.

2) i have friends there too! though the numbers will be less.. MUCH less

3) its closer to my house.. even when we move in the our new one :)

CONS-

1) what if i change my mind?? dont like psychology?? want to try something else??

2) the fees are SO MUCH MORE EXPENSIVE!! though i got a SASA scholarship, it wont be enough and i've calculated that i have to work at minimal pay, five days a week for NINE(!) years to pay off the balance.. I HAVE TWO MORE BROTHERS, YOU KNOW!! and i AINT RICH..

...well i dont know...

...this whole thing is really driving me nuts sometimes...

...where to go...

...where..?

...this looks cute!!

2009-10-05T17:54:00.004+08:00

...i find this really cute...

...Cellonello, the boy with the army head band...

...is with his mentor and colleague, Lal Mirch...

...thay've been turned into arcobalenos...

...or little babies with some curse thing during one of their missions...

...Collonello tried to save Lal from being one...

...but sorta failed (he's the backfire man[?])...

...so here they are after that...

...i think they're REALLY CUTE together...

...anyone agrees with me??

...i think im having a CUTE fetish right now...

...not to say that i never liked CUTE things...

...but im beginning to LOVE them CUTE things so so so much than i usually do...

...i just cant help it...

... speaking of cute...

...i got this REALLY CUTE doo doo from Corliss...

...as a belated belated belated birthday present!!

...and its SO CUTE!!!

...just like a little gingerbread man...

...with BLUE buttons!!

...im gonna name it!!

...first of all though...

...i gotta find out if its a girl or boy...

...EVERYONE gets a say this time...

...unlike my naming of bun square...

...(that baby is MINE TO NAME!!)...

...crank them creative juices people!!

...and no, Li Ling...

...we WONT name it Charissa...

...or Li Ling either for that matter...

...SCHOOL'S back!!

2009-10-05T16:24:00.003+08:00

...after two (actually, its one)...

...week of study leave...

...we're BACK IN SCHOOL!!

...for the first time ever...

...will i probably say this...

...words that i probably will NEVER say about school EVER again...

...I MISS SCHOOL!!

...and boy, I CANT WAIT TO GET BACK THERE!!

...back to SERIOUS studying...

...i finally got a Sejarah revision book...

...Li Ling gave me sweat stares when i told her that...

...so CUTE!!

...boring week...

2009-10-01T20:48:00.003+08:00

...how boring has it been??

...VERY BORING...

...i never went out...

...not even once!!

...except when my mum went to see the new house...

...at least, in a way, i got some slack time...

...though its not like i didnt have any last week...

...so boorrriinnggg...

...oh do you know, the ONLY thing i've been studying is Bio??

...this is gonna be one SLOW week...

...a fun, RANDOM(?) Scrabble game...

2009-09-27T12:15:00.007+08:00

...i have to admit...

...i didnt do much studying as i should be doing...

...i was doing maths and add maths homework...

...(which yes, i've completed, im not that much a slacker)...

...then Sean came up to me and gave me this look...

...and asked...

..."can you play Scrabble with me??"

...seriously, how could i ever refuse...

...after the game...

...BRAIN WAVE!!

...and the result...

...i staged this...

...couldnt help it...

...from another angle...

...looks natural doesnt it??

...HAHA, im so syok sendiri!!

...and yet ANOTHER angle...

...im so proud of it...

...that i cant help taking more pictures...

...evidently, i NEED TO GET OUT more, eh??

...ANOTHER angle!!

...oh btw, there are 'sentences' on the green slates...

...the one on the left says "MVUDPIET"...

...meaning mudpie...

...centre says "FEDZBOO"...

...meaning feed Boo (Boo's a fren o' mine)...

...and the right one says "REALTABU"

...which really makes no sense...

...it was supposed to be real taboo...

...but yea..

...my abominable sense of spelling??

...theres EVERYONE'S names...

...too bad there wasnt enough Cs...

...or Ys, or Js...

...or spaces...

...(as you can see, my name's half hanging there...

...Daniel laughed at that =.=")...

...IM PROUD TO BE WHO I AM...

...note that THIS is how you pronounce Yaw...

...not YAW, or YO or YOW, but YEAOW/ YAU..

...sort of..

...here's the board, plan view...

...(as Mr Moore would say)...

...i have NO IDEA how to work a camera...

...so unfortunately...

...theres that annoying circle of BRIGHT light in the middle of the picture...

...but it still looks nice...

...to my untrained camera eye...

...higher up...

...annoying flash of light...

...and that sort of concludes my 'play' week...

...means i have to start working now...

i live such a boring life...

...my Grade 8 piano practical exam result is...

2009-09-25T14:28:00.004+08:00

...i PASSED...

...with DISTINCTION!!!!

...awesome...

...really awesome...

...well, the reaction i got from everyone was...

...except my mum...

...she SCREAMED!!!

...very LOUDLY...

...(ouch!)...

...my reaction is...

THANK YOU GOD!!!!

...though...

...dont expect me to pay for you now...

...cos it all went rusted...

...very much thanks to my 'INCESSANT' studying for SPM...

...thank you very much...

...i know how hardworking i am...

...i can see Li Ling's eyeballs dancing right now...

...my new blog look??

2009-09-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

...though really...

...im not happy with it...

...it looks a LITTLE nice on the top...

...but the bottom is just horrible...

...and to makes things worse...

...all my other little attachments are gone...

...my CBox, everything...

...(i forgot how too insert them in alredi)...

...so my blog will just have to look like this until i learn or someone can help me to fix it...

...*sigh*...

...TRIALS are OVER!!!

2009-09-17T16:40:00.004+08:00

...YESS!!!

...trials are finally over...

...and we F5s have two weeks and two days to CELEBRATE...

...by studying...

...bummer...

...at least we can go out once in a while, right??

...let out steam...

...what??! no??

...maybe? yes??

...MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORLISS...

2009-09-03T22:40:00.006+08:00

...yes...

...unfortunately...

...im a sad, sad person...

...who doesnt blog everyday...

...cos i have no time or im VERY LAZY...

...so things like this unfortunately gets posted late...

...sorry...

...but i must say this...

...it's very IMPORTANT that i do...

...cos if i dont...

...i think i might inflate like a hot air balloon and BURST!!!

...well, i guess i'll just say it...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORLISS!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

2009-08-22T10:55:00.006+08:00

...TO ME!!

...im giving myself TWO birthday cakes...

...since i only got three small pieces of measly chocolate cake for my birthday...

...(house party, that why...

...i didnt even get to eat the house cake..

...or lick off the crumbs *sob sob*...

...Jia Sheng and i wanted to do that)...

...yes, im FINALLY 17!!

...able to drive a car (sad to say, next year)...

...SPM looming (yikes!)...

...prom's coming *blush blush*...

...exam results for my Grade 8 practical piano exam (O.o)...

...you GUYS made my birthday so MEMORABLE...

...the BEST one in my 17 years...

...even though i spent it serving soup and mashed potatoes to hungry, rowdy students...

...and eating leftovers from the house party with hui Ee, Russell, Grace and Jia Sheng...

...i really wanna say THANK YOU to all of you...

...in fact...

THANK YOU

...hui ee, jo, clarence, jin wai, jon yeoh, melvyn, joo lee, jia sheng, grace, russell, vanessa, jenani, sheue li, yi sheng, catherine, hwee phen, melvin, june, rowie, sam quek, jamin, corliss, jia huei, amanda, xin ying, ho yong, vetton, ee wen, hang yu, jun shern, chun kay, pei hooi, sam chen, zin dee,charn wah, hui ming, keng yee, jane, angeline, mark, zara, aaron ng, khye shin, dhinesh, debbie lim, she, zong yuan, ming hui, jon tam, zhu chung, li ling, chee ching, jennifer eng, jennifer fong, maelodee, kenneth!!

...if i miss anyone out, im sorry...

...but you get this special THANK YOU from me!!

...to my FAMILY...

...thank you SO MUCH for the (VERY EXPENSIVE!!! ouch..) surprise dinner...

...even though i was tired from Interact installation and BM tuition...

...and Dad was suppose to be 'busy'...

...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

...LOVE YOU ALL!!!

...MUAHZZ...

...16 going on 17...

2009-08-19T23:25:00.017+08:00

...play this video while reading this...

...(if you want to)...

...it helps create the mood *laugh*...

...you wait, little girl...

...on an empty stage...

...for fate to turn the light on...

...the years in my life as passed so quickly...
...16 LONG, GOOD years...

...your life, little girl...

...is an empty page...

...that men will want to write on...

...I CANT WAIT...
...I CANT WAIT...

...you are 16 going on 17...
...baby its time to think...

...i cant believe im gonna be SEVENTEEN soon!!
...awesome...
...i wont be driving yet though...
...one thing for sure...

...better beware be canny and careful...
...baby you're on the brink...

...but its good to become mature...
...like NOW is a good time...
...shed off my unfortunate CUTE image...
...(i cant BELIEVE people think im CUTE!!)...

...im am 16...

...going on 17...

...i know that im naiive...

...so true those words ring to me...

...unfortunately, Liling and Hui Ee doesnt think so...

...im 16 going on 17...

...innocent as a rose...

...not soon anymore...

...LiLing's trying very hard everyday...

...corrupting me...

...i need someone older and wiser...

...telling me what to do...

...its nice to have someone that cares for you...

...i LOVE my FRENS...

...GROUP HUG!!

...you are 17 going on 18...

...i depend on you...

...already someone asked me something...

...something...

...that feels like a birthday wish for me...

...a wish come true...

...I CANT WAIT!!!

...farewell and missing you guys...

2009-08-19T23:25:00.016+08:00

...im gonna miss the 2008/09 prefects!!

...we been like FAMILY...

...if only i can pack you in my bags and carry you EVERYWHERE i go!!

...our beloved board members...

...our happy family...

...get ready...

...*CLICK!*...

...im gonna MISS my juniors too...

...you guys are just AMAZING!!

...THANK YOU for being my AWESOME juniors...

...i will NEVER trade you for any other...

...(sorry Vetton, i KNOW you wanna be my junior too...

...but dont wanna admit it)...

...THANK YOU for all the FUN we had...

...THANK YOU for listening to me...

...THANK YOU for putting up with me on my OFF DAYS...

...THANK YOU for the AWESOME FAREWELL...

...(even though i was secretary for last year's one...

...i STILL LIKE yours better)...

...the AWESOME farewell...

...THANK YOU for making me feel SPECIAL...

...THANK YOU for making me feel LOVED (awww!)...

...THANK YOU for the pressies...

...THANK YOU for the times we had together...

...THANK YOU for making my LAST YEAR as a WMS prefect an AWESOME and GREAT one!!

...im gonna MISS YOU GUYS a lot!!!

...lets keep in touch...

...dont ever FORGET me...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KI YIP...

2009-08-19T23:25:00.008+08:00

...hey KI YIP...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOB THE BUILDER!!!

...no one's ever gonna forget that i guess...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

...one day late, but the thots count, no??

... the randomness of a boring life...

2009-08-13T23:38:00.005+08:00

...my life seems pretty boring...

...and random...

...and boring...

...dont believe me??

...let me explain...

...early morning...

...the first thing that happens is...

...my toothbrush breaks...

...into two...

...i attend Mr Abdul Rahim's extra BM classes...

...with we students have been all so "zalim" to Sir...

...for stealing him away from his lunch...

...his words, not mine...

...i sat in the chapel doing nothing...

...cos Mrs Peter went missing...

...to a who-knows-where-but-no-one-seems-to-care place...

...im writing this random post which is really not neccessary...

...so why am i doing this??

...i OBVIOUSLY need to GET A LIFE...

...thats it!!

2009-08-10T01:46:00.005+08:00

...I've HAD IT with people..

...out to make others feel miserable...

...laugh with the others...

...but make people like me feel like ****...

...im tired of people like this...

...so im NOT GONNA CARE ANYMORE!!

...you cut down people's dreams like the grass blades in your backyard...

...you dont care...

...you NEVER DID...

...you do what you want...

...and see if I CARE!!

...im going my own way...

...so DONT GET IN THE WAY!!

...you've done TOO MUCH if you make a person feel this way...

...acting like everything's all alrite...

...HUNKY-DORY...

...im-just-protecting-myself...

...you're-IN-THE-WAY...

...if you wanna say anything...

...dont bother...

...cos i wont LISTEN TO YOU right now...

...really, dont even bother...

...cos you've REALLY MADE MY DAY!!!

...dont even bother to apologise...

...cos if i see you right now...

...i'll be hammering my puny fists...

...on your 'self-destruct'button!!

...eScala ELECTRIC(!) string quartet...

2009-08-06T16:34:00.003+08:00

...wow, Li Ling...

...you are right...

...eScala are AWESOME musicans...

...see it for yourself if you dont believe me...

...these two are my favourites...

...oh they are just so GOOD!!

...SCHOLARSHIP...

2009-08-05T23:24:00.002+08:00

...i am in need of one...

...i DESPERATELY want one...

...i hope to get one...

...i REALLY REALLY REALLY...

...want to get into HELP...

...REALLY DESPERATELY WANT TO...

...wow, i sound like some depserate girlfren, dont i??

...reuniting with old frens??

2009-08-04T17:02:00.005+08:00

...yea, i met quite a number of my old school frens from SMSS...

...at the BK competition...

...it was kinda fun and random and fun and fun and...

...okie, stop...

...and a few more other people...

...from around...

...tuition, church, random...

...i cant believe we've all GROWN UP!!!

...it's nice to see old frens again...

...even if they've gone chubbier, taller, skinnier, prettier...

...DIFFERENT...

...everything seems so different now...

...our sad little person here just got emotional...

...you may now browse pass this blog or reload it so as to not get wet by her 'tears'...

...and dont worry, she didnt ACTUALLY cry...

...just think digital droplets on the screen to get the mood...

^.^

...music fetish...

2009-07-30T21:56:00.002+08:00

...i think im having a music fetish...

...really, it is kinda weird...

...ever since my piano exam...

...i've been wanting to hear all knds of music...

...so far...

...i've only heard two groups(?)...

...Il Divo and MJ...

...(well, MJ isnt a GROUP at all...

...but right now, my English is quite impaired, in a way)...

...been Youtubing and stuff...

...and stuff...

...and more stuff...

...here are my favourites so far...

...(though i cant seem to find Il Divo's performance of Amazing Grace at the Colliseum, Rome...

...that my my MOST favourite!!

...again, the grammar *sigh*)...

...this vid is REALLY nice...

...WATCH IT!!!

...oh gosh, if only we had people in our school that could SING like that...

...*heart fluttering*...

...piano exams...

2009-07-30T20:57:00.005+08:00

...are SCARY...

...STRESS-INDUCING..

...MIND-NUMBING...

...SCARY...

...PRESSURING...

...HEART-RACING...

...SCARY...

...BODY-TINGLING...

...SPINE-CRUSHING....

...well, maybe i DO exaggerate a LITTLE to much...

...it was okie, but one thing for sure was...

...the room was COLD...

...ICE COLD...

...but all's well that end's well...

...i hope...

...even when i mess up my aural with my sudden tone-deafness...

...and whole tone scale...

...(yikes!)...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

2009-07-23T19:45:00.004+08:00

... to THREE people i wanna say...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

...Grace, yesterday...

...and Chua Xin Ying and Adrian Lee, TOMORROW!!!

...happy happy happy happy happy happy...

...birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday...

...happy happy happy happy happy happy...
...birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday...
...happy happy happy happy happy happy...
...birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday...
...happy happy happy happy happy happy...
...birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday...
...happy happy happy happy happy happy...
...birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday...
...happy happy happy happy happy happy...
...birthday birthday birthday birthday birthday...

o( * . ^ )o

...a TWIT in the making...

2009-07-23T19:27:00.005+08:00

...no, im not turning STUPID or anything...

...im trying something new...

...TWITTER!!!

...though i wonder...

...DOES it make one into a TWIT...

...if they use TWITter??

...hmmm...

...i just LOVE my RANDOM and LAME jokes...

...which is a BAD thing...

...uh oh...

...THE concert...

2009-07-21T18:28:00.002+08:00

...after SO LONG...

...(i just LOVE exaggerating, dont i)...

...the school concert is over...

...and it has been AMAZING!!!

...everything was great on the second day...

...(maybe a little faulty on the mikes...

...but hey, i dont see many complaining)...

...and EVERYTHING was GREAT!!!

...awesome people...

...this may be the LAST trime i ever get to so much fun...

...(besides my BIRTHDAY soon!!)...

...until SPM...

...did you know Corliss and I...

...were ALMOST the last people in school...

...at 11+pm...

...creepy...

...but actually, it was kinda fun...

...probably cos we know that we're safe and all...

...wish i could say more...

...but im kinda toungue-tied right now...

...when i find back my tongue...

...i'll continue talking about concert...

...WHEN i do...

...DISTINCTION...

2009-07-18T11:07:00.003+08:00

...i CANT believe it!!

.....(actually, i can)...

...i GOT a DISTINCTION for my Grade 6 Ballet exam!!!

...next thing on my list...

...Grade 8 piano practical exam...

...second day...

2009-07-18T11:05:00.001+08:00

...this is IT!!!

...the second and last day of concert...

...DO WELL PEOPLE!!!

...DO YOUR VERY BEST!!!

...its COMING!!!

2009-07-16T20:00:00.001+08:00

...one more day to go people...

...keep working hard...

...get everything right...

...STOP spoiling your costumes...

...and smile more!!!

...school concert PGL...

2009-07-14T20:03:00.003+08:00

...we saw PUTERI GUNUNG LEDANG!!

...not the REAL thing actually...

...our school concert...

...its, well...

...i REALLY cant be saying CRITICAL stuff about something...

...that im involved in right??

...thats almost like stabbing...

...something or someone in the back...

...REALLY, it is...

...okie, never mind...

...well, all i can say is...

...not everyone in school is a natural dancer...

...this IS a SCHOOL concert...

...not some fancy lotsa-money-to-use musical...

...the real PGL was done by REAL professionals...

...so we can compare our students to them, right??

...well, i wont say anything...

...not more than what i just said, at least...

...cos EVERYONE worked very hard...

...especially Kok Wee!!

...GREAT WORK KOK WEE!!!

...and the parents ARE paying RM50 per ticket...

...so say nothing okie??

...besides, they MAY get BETTER on Friday and Saturday night, no?

...i like the phrase here...

..."Bumi Melaka ini...

...bumi berdaulat...

...Sehiris luka yang Beta terima...

...seMelaka sakitnya dirasa"...

...Kar Jin (our sultan) did this part REALLY WELL...

...even though our school concert was in English...

...and his parting words...

...when he leans over to Puteri Gusti's shoulder...

..."your harsh words grieve me"...

...plus i think that EVERYONE's memorised all of Kar Jin's parts...

...you can practically hear the students 'acting' with him...

...funny...

...another GREAT actress in the concert is Ezreena as the old woman who gives the 7 tunta...

...AWESOME people...

...people, another note...

...PLEASE, PLEASE...

...take very GOOD care of your costumes...

...the bits and pieces...

...odds and ends...

...AND the baju...

...the costume people (thats us!)...

...took a VERY long time to make them for you...

...it is HARD, LABOUROUS work...

...and no simple matter...

...(try making one of those arm bands woth the sequins on your own...

...and then IMAGINE doing hundreds of them for hours...

...different designs too!!)...

...dont make us work any harder than we hope to...

...make life simple for us, PLEASE...

...(and we'll charge you for fixing your costumes if you EVER break them...

...THANK YOU)...

...famine-d...

2009-07-14T18:59:00.004+08:00

...EXHAUSTING....

...really, it was...

...30 hours suddenly didnt even feel like 30 hours at all...

...felt more like 30 HOURS...

...and maybe another hour...

...okie, enough lame jokes...

...i'll just give you the bottomline...

...this had been the BEST Famine (i only went for two so far X*)...

...that i've ever been to...

...GREAT JOB JOY!!!

...only a marvellous person like you could have pulled off something like this!

...its really been GREAT...

...although this is our (form 5-ers) last time to do this kind of thing for a LONG time...

...but lets just stay in the present...

...and just ENJOY having fun and doing stuff like this TOGETHER...

...for the time being...

...STARVING, having FUN, and just ENJOYING ourselves...

...its been AMAZING!!

...it was so much FUN!!

...especially if you're a faci...

...unfortunately, a lot if people...

...are teasing me about my weird laughing with torchlight act...

...in the maze...

...oh.. okie...

...its weird and awkward, i can tell you that...

...never.. mind...

...PROM's coming...

2009-07-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

...in 5 months, 1 week and 2 days to be exact...

...its long...

...and frankly, should i even go??

...dunno, wat do you all think??

...it might be FUN...

...it might be a WASTE OF MONEY...

...im going single for sure...

...(^.^)o...

...even though its girls' choice...

...you people got dates yet??

...awaiting...

2009-07-10T21:32:00.003+08:00

...its the night before 30-HOUR FAMINE...

...oh, this is SO exciting!!

...oh oh oh...

...so fun...

...cant wait...

...gotta EAT...

...*laughing away*...

...bye bye...

...IM SORRY!!

2009-07-01T23:48:00.003+08:00

...IM SORRY HUI EE...

...sorry for making you feel so bad...

...sorry for making you feel sad...

...i never knew...

...i made you upset...

...im REALLY sorry...

...will you forgive me??

....PLEASE....

...are you serious??

2009-06-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

...THIS IS ASTONISHING NEWS FOR ME...

...I TAK KENA NS!!!!

*SCREAM*

...please forgive this (FILL IN THE BLANKS WITH NICE WORDS PEASE) person...

...she's too happy that she just remembered to breathe after a tense half an hour...

...NS candidate list for 2010...

2009-06-30T20:54:00.004+08:00

...IS OUT!!!

...oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no...

...seriously dont wanna know...

...OH NO...

...what am i gonna do...

..what do i do??

...what do i do??

...so far everyone that i know DID NOT kena...

...what about me...

...oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no...

...Katekyo Hitman Reborn!!

2009-06-29T20:17:00.004+08:00

...i found the anime for this one!!

...'ve been reading the manga...

...not to say that im against mangas...

...but you know...

...some mangas are better...

...some animes are better...

...(one such example is Code Geass...

...the manga is TERRIBLE!)...

...so im gonna watch BOTH!!

...if you dont know what im talking about...

...just watch the video...

...its CUTE!!

...visit to the doctor...

2009-06-29T18:59:00.004+08:00

...didnt go to school...

...why??

...my leg tried to kill me...

...okie, not true...

...it just decided to hurt a little more than it does...

...so go to see the DOCTOR!!

...actually, turns out its nothing...

...just that i have to WAIT for 6 WEEKS min to heal...

...wear the bandage thingie longer...

...use some deep heat...

...and eat some weird little blue pill...

...its Papase, some papaya thing...

...makes your throat swollen and dry (my experience)...

...cant even move faster than normal walking speed...

...i feel like a tortoise...

...thank you very much...

...now i feel insulted...

... a 'tribute' to you...

2009-06-27T12:58:00.004+08:00

...this is for someone...

...who has been complaining A LOT...

...(no lah, teasing you only)...

...everytime say my blog so colourful...

...so hard to read...

...because of that...

...i tribute this post to you...

...BLACK and WHITE...

...after this, better go check your eyes...

...maybe you got a problem like colour blind or something...

...have fun trying to read the other posts...

...(yes, i can talk bad about you in MULTICOLOUR, haha)...

...have fun...

...your blog also very hard to read la...

...funny font you used...

...a picture for you!!

..."whats this??!!!"

2009-06-27T12:46:00.004+08:00

...i like this...

...this is when Hayato Gokudera os 10 year into the future with Tsuna...

...they were fighting a couple of assassins out to kill Lambo, Kyoko, I-Pin and Haru...

...everyone's out cold...

...and he's the only one left...

...(Tsuna is somewhere else fighting the bad guy's brother)...

...Gokudera has got some kind of box that works when he puts in his Vongola ring into the mould or something...

...and he gets this funny thing around his arm...

...so he goes...

..."heavy!! what is this??

...a-a skull??

...so- so COOL!!!! <3"

...thats really cute!!

...this looks weird...

2009-06-27T12:23:00.003+08:00

...amazingly weird...

...thats what my feet look like now...

...sad...

...not bothered to explain...

...cos, LAZY...

...its the normal thing of us people...

...play sports or dance run or jump around or stuff...

...only i make it worse...

...by not 'fixing'...

...continue playing some more...

...now im paying for my folly...

...i cant even go for pointe class today (1.00pm)...

...T.T...

...but i still gotta go for Chemistry class...

...why????

...if cant go for ballet, must still go for Chem class meh....

...anyway, im wearing LONG jeans cos i dont wan anyone to see my 'hilarious' condition...

...how am i ever going to school next Monday...

...getting an x-ray done next week...

...after prefect meeting...

...have to wait for sooo long...

...everyone's so sad...

...even my BM tuition teacher!!

...(apparently, she KNOWS him...

...hmmmmmm =p )...

...cos someone died...

...you all know who...

...no need for me to say who...

...i dont even think the late Steve Irvin got this much publicity...

...but then again, they are from two separate worlds...

...rest in peace...

...out of respect...

...a moment of silence please...

...turn off your comps for five minutes...

...then come and read my blog again!! ^^

...okie, serious now...

...moment of silence...

...people...

2009-06-25T21:12:00.001+08:00

...its amazing how some people strive to fught for rights...

...that they dont have or deserve...

...super annoying people...

...PLEASE stay away from me cos i have NO TIME in my life for you...

...seriously, GO AWAY...

...FAR, FAR AWAY...

...pretty songs...

2009-06-25T20:35:00.003+08:00

...LOVE this song...

...awesome-ness...

...its amazing...

...and she's only 19!!

...beautiful vid, LOVE the costumes...

...though i disagree with the choreography and stuff...

...but NEVER MIND, watch it!!

...another nice song...

...not musically cos its repetitive...

...but listen to the lyrics...

...sweet sweet!!

...my ballet teacher has this for her ringtone XP ....

...sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet...

...sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!!

2009-06-25T19:04:00.003+08:00

...its THREE people's birthday!!!

...(SCREAM WITH DELIGHT)...

...amazing, huh??

...a happy triple trio triplets!!

...okie, that was odd...

...anyways the people concern are...

...DYLAN LEE...

...RUSSELL PANG...

...CHEN TIEN YI...

...happy birthday!!!

...enjoy it and HAVE FUN!!

...stop staring at my leg.. PLEASE

2009-06-25T18:34:00.005+08:00

...yes, theres something my leg...

...you all saw it...

...and commented...

...and stuff...

...my ankle is not to say...

...in the PERFECT condition...

...but after awhile...

...one does get frustrated with ALL the attention...

...even people who i rarely talk to...

...have been asking me about my leg...

...so in order that i need not repeat my story again...

...and again...

...here goes...

...its a REALLY OLD bad sprain...

...from ALL the times that...

...i neglect condition of my body...

...sprain from playing sports...

...sprain from sports pratice...

...sprain from ballet classes...

...REPEATEDLY on BOTH ankles, and what other parts of the foot...

...last Monday, i got my just(?!!) consequences...

...my right ankle is swollen and in pain...

...(some of you noticed that i have been limping for the past few days...

...THANK YOU for caring Li Ling and Xin Ying!!)...

...and my POOR left ankle has got to accomodate the right...

...(my mum suggested going to school with BOH ankles wrapped...

...my i decided against it...

...looks very funny, you know)...

...i haven seen a doctor yet...

...(i plan to sooner or later...

...apparently i need an x-ray, GASP)...

...im STILL thinking if i should take my ballet exam...

...my ballet teacher gave me until tomorrow to make up my mind...

...and if you have heard me ranting (a bit)...

...you should know HOW MUCH i REALLY wanna take this exam...

...even though many have said, very firmly, NO!!!!

...so i dunno yet, i just might...

...or not...

...so THANK YOU for everyone's concern...

...and yes, i will be taking good care of myself next time...

...my life in one week...

2009-06-24T23:52:00.003+08:00

...how do you condense a really EXCITING and un-MUNDANE week...

...into one post??

...long-winded as i am...

...im GONNA TRY!!!

...FRIDAY...

...CoCo Fusion!!

...awesome fun...

...(i LOVE the half-floating banner)...

...LIDRA is AWESOME (as usual, HAHA)!!

...and i lost my dignity wearing a ballroom-like dress (Hui Ee's last year's concert choir dress)...

...holding a placard...

...and acting, (GULP) bimbo-ic...

...(someone please come save me)...

...SATURDAY...

...Maths Olympiad quiz!!

...at Uni Malaya...

...the exam room (they have a BANGUNAN PEPERIKSAAN!) is oddly-shaped and COLD...

...the quiz was mind-bogglingly confusing...

...9 questions...

...30 marks...

...and NO CLUE of whats going on...

...i can safely say that i did a lot of cr**ping there...

...wrote nonsense and stuff on that paper...

...(and Russell HAPPILY copied down all the quuestions to show Mdm Leong...

...she has yet to answer his request to answer the paper XD XD)...

...SUNDAY...

...Happy Father's Day!!

...always love you dad...

...you my BEST and ONE ONLY dad in the entire world!!!!

...MUAKZ MUAKZ...

...MONDAY...

...nothing fun...

...except 5L's thermochemistry experiment nearly killed us...

...(the wastebasket suddenly combusted into flames)...

...and 5P got the blame and acrid smoke and alarm...

...no fire extinguishers??

...my eyes nearly burned out when Li Ling absent-mindedly...

...poured NaOH solution (exothermic) and BaCl2-and-something solution (endothermic) TOGETHER into the sink...

...and ran away to save herself, not me (sulk sulk)...

...ankle starts its complaints...

...TUESDAY...

...Li Ling and Xin Ying got freaked out...

...cos i sorta SUPER EMAO-ed...

...cos of my ankle (dont ask)...

...become some kind of horrifying person (cue thunder and lightning)...

...sorry guys and Hui Ee...

...for putting you all through all my s***...

...VERY SORRY...

...and to think that i STILL went for ballet class AGAIN...

...WEDNESDAY...

...im limping!!!!

...darn, PAINFUL...

...i pleaded with my parents to take me to a doctor after school...

...but, well...

...i got played??!!

2009-06-18T19:22:00.004+08:00

...as confusing as that sounded...

...it really ISNT confusing at all...

...simply put...

...i was tricked...

...cheated...

...lied to...

...KEPT FROM THE TRUTH!!!!

...the that hideously ugly secret...

...that was kept from me ...

...this whole time...

...was that...

...my Grade 8 practical piano exam is not on 30 JUNE this year...

...but 30 JULY 2009!!!!

...apparently it has something to do with making me work harder during the mid year holidays..

...well, it DEFINITELY succeded...

...im playing MUCH MUCH better...

...i dont blame her for doing what she did...

...though now, im gonna go off to some little corner and repeatedly knock my head against the wall for awhile...

2009-06-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

...an eggtray of cuties!!

...its funny sometimes how LIFE is...

...cute, fun, play...

...depressing?

...sometimes, but HEY...

...thats LIFE!!!

...live out the good and fun moments...

...dont dwell too long the depressing ones...

...Coco Fusion is coming soon...

...VERY soon...

...be there, be square (LAME)...

...see you there!!

...happy day happy day...

2009-06-15T17:05:00.003+08:00

...its the FIRST day after mid year holidays!!

...tell you the truth, i wasnt really looking forward to this day...

...but i feel happy...

...cos today is a happy day to be happy...

...(swt)...

...haha, im SWT-ing at myself...

...today, i have broken HISTORY!!!

...no, not the Sejarah subject...

...for the in my life...

...i PASSED Chemistry!!!

...(THUNDEROUS APPLAUSE)....

...well okie, its really just a BIG thing for me...

...i got 48%...

...actually, i got 53% at first...

...until i counted my Paper 3...

...and instead of giving me 7/18 marks for question 2...

...she gave me 17/18 marks!!!

...0(O.0)()...

...so i told Mdm Haslina...

...and Li Ling and Ho Yong were going...

..."why DID you tell Mdm that?? get more marks mah!!"...

...no, i did this for the easong and non-guilt feeling that will weigh down on my poor conscience...

...(dont worry if you dont understand this cos me neither)...

...yesh, roll those eyes, roll those eyes...

...then, i got my Moral paper back...

...i have NO idea what i got...

...but judging by Mdm Selva's mood today...

...5P definitely didnt do well...

...but at least i know that i didnt fail at all by a lot of marks...

...then Bible Knowledge...

...(drum roll please, hee hee)...

...GUA DAPAT Tujuh Kali Lima Kali Duah!!!

...first time shocker....

...i mean, i do DO WELL in BK classes...

...(not in school, but in 'tuition'...

...i never like to call it tuition...

...it makes BK class sound so boring...

...when its REALLY FUN!!)...

...suprise suprise...

...then for English comes the not so happy part...

...actually it was happy...

...in a WEIRD sort of way...

...i got 78% (swt) for EST...

...and 80% (double swt) for English...

...thgis dont USUALLY happen...

...im not saying that i am lousy in English...

...but i trust the standard of English in WMS to be VERY HIGH...

...therefore, i SHOULD be getting something like 70+/- or something instead...

...but no use complaining...

...let the marks be...

...(actually, this writer here fails to mention that Mdm Moses has been PRETTY lenient this time...

...she said so herself...

...but apparently, due to this writer's...

...HUGE ego...

...or BLUR personality...

...she DID NOT BOTHER to say it)...

...oh well...

...more papers coming soon...

...SMILE first before cry later...

...silence of the past...

...sometHimes.

...stinging fresh onions.

...my adventuresome day.

...house flooding.

...OB Nite. done.

...OB Nite.

...randoms.

...me am boring.

...missing Ipoh.

...book release!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICKRAM!

...OUCH.

...leave me alone.

*dis..in....te...grat.ing*

...college life.

...its official...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!

...funny adults...

...where do i go from here??

...this looks cute!!

...SCHOOL'S back!!

...boring week...

...a fun, RANDOM(?) Scrabble game...

...my Grade 8 piano practical exam result is...

...my new blog look??

...TRIALS are OVER!!!

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORLISS...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

...16 going on 17...

...farewell and missing you guys...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY KI YIP...

... the randomness of a boring life...

...thats it!!

...eScala ELECTRIC(!) string quartet...

...SCHOLARSHIP...

...reuniting with old frens??

...music fetish...

...piano exams...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

...a TWIT in the making...

...THE concert...

...DISTINCTION...

...second day...

...its COMING!!!

...school concert PGL...

...famine-d...

...PROM's coming...

...awaiting...

...IM SORRY!!

...are you serious??

...NS candidate list for 2010...

...Katekyo Hitman Reborn!!

...visit to the doctor...

... a 'tribute' to you...

..."whats this??!!!"

...this looks weird...

...people...

...pretty songs...

...HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!!!

...stop staring at my leg.. PLEASE

...my life in one week...

...i got played??!!

...happy day happy day...

dis..in....te...grat.ing