...OUCH.

I DONT WANNA MOVE. AT ALL.

it HURTS... a lot.

Sue-Ann, Rachel and i went for the auditions today. we did a dance to Christina Aguilera's "Beautiful". We were SOOOOO worried that it wont come out rite cos we took only 3 DAYS to practice it. yes, blame it on us procrastinating on deciding whether or not to take part in the OB Nite talent competition. and we managed to get in at the very last minute!

When we tried to rehearse during our break, it was a DISASTER!! we were so un-synchronised.. and TERRIBLE. everyone was going "haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.................." yea you get wat i mean. even when we asked for Ming Hui's opinion, he was like, "umm, if you guys practice more, then maybe it would be nicer..." well, we couldnt help it since we didnt have the time factor.

Somehow, we managed to pull through together for the auditions. some may say cos of the pressure to do well in front of others (where did all the people COME FROM?? its JUST an audition!! dont look at us!!). but i would say that its God. We REALLY prayed hard, we were so worried..

By everyone's reaction, im guessing we did okie. but the best part was Rachel's flip over. SO AMAZING!! AWESOME scene stealer... i bet that really WOWED the judges..

I hope we get in. i REALLY, REALLY hope that we can get in....

Ouch.

My muscles still hurt, especially my shoulder. Wanna know why?? lets go back to the VERY BEGINNING of my shoulder injury history (HINT: very 'chiong hei' here. if you have an attention span of less than half a minute skip on..)

First, i ran into a guy BY ACCIDENT (i dont have time to go around knocking down guys kay) during sports practice (i believe that sports has ALWAYS been the main reason why i always get injured. especially my legs. but thats ANOTHER Story). we were both sprinting in the opposite directions (part of our training, dont ask) and we didnt estimate our distances from each other properly. before we knew it, we were flying in the air and hitting the ground. *cue sound:THUD* i got hit on the right shoulder, he got hit on his head. For weeks it was PAINFUL, but strangely, no bruising.

Okie, then now. on our way to camp on the bus, i was talking to Wen Lian. I was sort of sitting sideways then. The guy in front of me was with his frens laughing at who-knows-wat and rocking his chair like CRAZY (i guess you could say the chair was at fault too, it was shaky). he rocked so hard that the chair hit in on the SAME shoulder!! sakit.. and i had to still practice the dance cos then we hadnt even STARTED yet!

NOTE: i didnt say both the guys' names cos they go to the same college as me and i DO still see them. so their identity is now STRICTLY CONFDENTIAL unless you already knew then shut up bout it.

So im gonna rest EVERY part of my body until Chinese New year is over. I cant take anymore risks with all my injuries and what-nots. even if it means not being able to go to my relatives to get ANGPAU.. then well...................

What were you looking at today?? You were looking, you were seeing, you were JUDGING. I bet you never believed what you saw, the very images that were before your eyes. And you just walked out on it. As though you never'd saw it. Well, guess what?? NO ONE expected you to believe it. I dont expect you to. You may try to avoid the truth, hide it all away in the deepest recesses of your mind, but IT'S STILL THERE. It'll always be there. I can tell you one thing. Just ONE THING that you need to know from me. YOU JUST CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH!