Wednesday, March 31, 2010

...sometHimes.

Sometimes its hard to understand wats going on in the world. really, it is sometimes.

Here i am, surfing online when i see a facebook group. i wont say the name or anything, but bascially its like these several groups (or individuals) fighting it out on facebook about Christianity. you can see all the hate and everything just spilling out everywhere. like, everywhere..

I've to admit, this is all a shock to me. seriously..

I've been living too much of a sheltered life. for me to realise that stuff like this can exist to this point really shows how ignorant i can get at times. and we college kids can get REAL cocky and arrogant at times, what with all our so-called knowledge and up-to-the-date facts and news. we dont see the underlying issues, the real problems, the shifting currents beneath the surface of it all.

It's about time we stop being so blur about what's going on in our lives. and not just about this issue, but about others.





I'm gonna go.... and maybe sit in a corner for awhile. need to de-overdose myself for now.. :(

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

...stinging fresh onions.

Yes, fresh onions sting. the eyes, A LOT. when its been cut. and thats annoying. but this time, i wont complain, since im cooking dinner tonight. though WHY my mum would want fried onion eggs is beyond me. THATS my worse dish, after the last time i managed to undercook the onions and then scrambled the eggs into 'ham choi'. NEWAYS, i think i did pretty well. no one complained but just ate. and my brother happily finished the taufu! i say its cos of the fried garlic and olive oil.
SUCCESS!!
though im reminded why i HATE raw stuff like meat and veggie like potatoes. and onions.


The past week has been... eventful, i guess. theres the SPM results. i got 12As!!! yea, it was sort of unexpected. cos i took english literature, which if you ask me now, i have NO IDEA why i took it. i didnt have any notes, bahan-bahan or tuition for it EXCEPT for Hui, my lifesaver to study it. and i actually got an A for that! A-, to be exact. bible knowledge, didnt get as good as i hoped, only a normal A. :-( the funny things is.. my B+ was for BM.. *mock horror and shock*why BM why? but whats done has been done. i got my B+ but thats okie. though i must really say THANK YOU GOD so much for pulling me through the exams without any major breakdowns (i had a mini one) and with flying colours too! really, its a MIRACLE!



Then theres the kids' carnival. it was fun. yea, i guess. nice and sweet. BUT tiring. and starving. and i lost RM10 buying the coupon booklet and NOT USING it! so silly right.


Psychology assessment today! really, its been the funniest one i've had so far.. it didnt feel like an assessment at all. besides the part that we cant copy off each other, no cheating and Mr Loo not telling us the answer, we were talking, whining, worrying, scolding Mr Loo for making such a hard paper, giving up, sleeping... well you get the point.





I dunno, i feel as though my days are getting weirder each week.. i wonder whats going on??



i think im lovesick..
what am i gonna do?
its an unstoppable feeling
but it feels terrible
as though someone's hitting your heart..
..HARD

Friday, March 5, 2010

...my adventuresome day.

Yea, this was something pretty funny, amusing, annoying, irksome and stupid which happened the other day. which would be Thursday.

So Wen Lian, Wei Ling and i were going home from College after Moral Studies. We just finished our moral sketch which is seriously funny, stupid and humiliating. but funny all the same. So we were walking towards KL Sentral, and you know that theres a main road which you have to cross. So we waited for the green pedestrian light. and when it did light up, all the expensive cars, trucks, bus, you name it were happily blocking our way. so as the OBVIOUSLY weaker group ie soft flesh and bones, we had to wait for them to clear off before we could cross the street.
By the time we got halfway, the green light turned red, we were crossing the second road. so, as humans and pedestrians, we should have the right of way to reach the other side safely, rite? WRONG! there was one seriously stupid motorcycle and car just drove. straight TOWARDS us. they were only a few metres form us and they just accelerated like that. How sure were they that we would cross the road in time that they wouldnt hit us? wat if we sudden;y stopped in the middle of the road. wat do they plan to do, drive off? thats Brickfields to you.


Then later, when Wen and i took the Kelana line, we ended waiting. in the LRT. for a LONG time. turns out one of the trains had some technical difficulties, so it disrupted the entire flow. Wen's friend, Sasha was in the faulty train, which was the one before us. Wen so happened called her. the we found out that our train was moving.. towards her stationary one! they were still in the station, and ours was minutes from hers! we could have crashed, but in the end, her train managed to pull out.
But it was funny to see Wen screaming into her phone, "Sasha, our train is coming towards yours! im telling you now, GET OUT OF THE TRAIN!! GET OUT, GET OUT!" we received
quite a number of stares..


Eventually, we met Sasha cos her train had to be evacuated. we somehow squashed into the tiny train with all the others. Everything was bothersome. It was hot, jam-packed and not nice at all. but it was still fun, strangely. we managed to get seats, which was a good thing esp since we dont know how long the train would be like that. It kept stopping at the stations for LONG periods of time, the longest being 30 MINS. i got a lot of angry calls from my parents.

TOTAL AMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LRT TRAIN: one and a half hours..

then later, i had to go to 7 Eleven to wait for my transport. but it was so hot that i went in too buy some water. when i went to pay for it, i had some trouble. i was holding a big, plastic flower that i needed for morel. then the cashier said to me-

CASHIER: eh, awakkan yang datang hari itu?

well, the reason she recognises me is only because i had brought the flower on Monday when i thought i was going o use it, which didnt.

ME: uh, ya.

CASHIER'S FREN: bunga ini betul ke?

ME: taklah, saya perlukan untuk persembahan dalam kolej.

CASHIER AND FREN: ohhhhhhh....

Then immediately after that, a woman next to me asked in chinese, "why did you need the flower for?" naturally, as a banana, wat do i say? since i understood her but didnt know how to reply, i answered back in english. then, she was like,"oh you dont know chinese, you are english educated?" being polite, i answered her questions. the WORST part was when she asked me, "ARE YOU CHINESE?" i dunno wat look i had on my face but i went, "no...."

Then later, while i was waiting, again, a butterfly came up to me. it was flying over my face, THEN it landed on the flower. and stayed there. it looked like it was gonna die soon, with its wings torn up and all. a young woman suddenly cam up to me and said, "hey you got a butterfly on your flower." and why, i had to answer back, "and the funny thing is that the flower isnt real." why.. it flew away though. and she said, "i think it knows now." and she was smoking. and the smoke was coming up to my face.

Later, my mum managed to pick me up. but the time i got home, it was nearly eight. EIGHT!!

So wat was meant to be a 20-minute train ride home became a one and a half hours long session of sweat and frustration. but it was fun, still. adventuresome..

Sunday, February 28, 2010

...house flooding.

Yea, funny thing happened today. the back of my house got flooded.. with washing machine water. someone forgot to put the pipe connecting the machine to the drain, so the water spilled EVERYWHERE!! and know cos i was supposed to hang the clothes later (but i didnt caused the accident!) plus my dad saw it.


Its been getting boring around here. saturday nites always are. too bad, huh? pity..

Friday, February 26, 2010

...OB Nite. done.

It was fun. not bad. interesting. great. and any superlatives that i can or may of, sooner or later.


We didnt win. hmm, too bad. but it was great fun. and MANY people actually liked the dance. someone cried. i feel happy. umm, not cos someone cried, but the fact that our dance could touch someone like that.


It was fun. not bad. interesting. great. and any superlatives that i can or may of, sooner or later.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

...OB Nite.

Its gonna be soon. gotta get ready. have fun. and do watever.


SEE YOU THERE!!


Wednesday, February 24, 2010

...randoms.





I like my day i hate my day im loving life i despise some things in my life i cant wait for tomorrow im so sick and tired for the coming day im gonna have so much fun its gonna be such an annoyance i hate msn i hate waiting so lousy lousyheads i dont wanna sleep yet i dont think i can face tomorrow its a new day a new beginning oh shut up..